atemgodoffire

i am scared of everithing i see i cant even make eye contact i am scared of people i barely can get out of my house every day i use my mask every single day i pretend i am happy when i know i am sad whe you look at me you will see a happy guy but you cant see my true self i am flooded with tears  anger  saddnes and hate those are the things behind my mask my real emotions the real me

i  fill myself empty i dont have a purpose  in the live i hate that that makes me angry every day that anger grows and make me fell more and more sad . i hate everithing and everyone and i dont know why  i go to a good school i have a good family and i have a good life so why i am so sad . i always try that everibody  notice me i want to  have friends friens that i beleive that are true friends

the girl of my dreams dont love me. she met a guy 3 years ago an he contacted her 3 months ago now she is always talking about him  that she loves him he this he another i love her  she doesnt notice it an i have to hear about him every day thats all she talk i would do everithing just to kiss her it hurts tahat the girl of your dreams doesnt notice you an love another with all her heart